Uhhhh! I wish i could write that i feel so happy and satisfied about my plan to get along with the reading days im suppose to KEEP ON till next Monday but instead i just can now complain about Mixsy once again! cuz she finds incredible not even good ways to get DISTRACTED!!!! last she did? she went to the kitchen to arrange all vegetables and fruits by COLOR...don't know what else she will find but next time ill not allow this irresponsible attitude ...I SAID!

I understand her somehow is not funny stay home reading when most of the ppl is just doing much of something relaxing...but for Mixsy those days must be well invested, hardly she is keeping herself together on normal working days, days that she would love give more focus for studies than leaving class almost running to get on time for work...."Hey Mixsy where have you been?...(mixsy thinking 5sec) ahhhWorking! yes...yes!!!" ( im afraid sometimes seems like she is so far in her thoughts...like half sleepy/half !!!!!Hyper!!!!!!!)





















But today as well Mixsy had her 10 min of happiness when she picked her first Birthday card of this year, her sister who lives in USA has the precision and ability to send cards just first than anybody! Love my Sis!!!!

Answer thiz...

Start at the second month of the year in the Julian calendar and go backward 4 months. Combine the antepenultimate letter of that month with the ultimate letter of the month during which Daylight Savings Time began in the US prior to 2007. Add to that the antepenultimate letter of the month named for "Venerable Caesar." End with the penultimate letter of the month of the autumnal equinox. The resulting word is:

Funny! Bill Bailey ...

http://youtube.com/watch?v=u_HyS94O2h0&feature=related

He says:
There´s more
I want you to go farther.
There´s so much more
I need you to do, to be
There´s a lot to be taken
new everything, everything and more.

Let me answer you, God:
I don´t have eyes anymore,
i cant understand what you are saying
my face had hit the ground long ago,
im not even blinking nor breathing,
i feel im truly death
at least you raise me up from this 64 hundred feet im in;
just If you speak to me once again
I have heard so many times that
you don't get bother even if you have to talk to death people.
Ill be waiting for your voice.

lines

Reading between lines
reading what you want to hear
saying almost nothing
cause the silence said it all, yes you heard it all.

A field covered full with snow, that is what i saw when i looked out from my window...It was a dream i kept on thinking when i woke up and i came close to the window...yes u guess?! no Snow on my real morning! though was very cold day specially...ok never mind...until 3:40pm when
STARTED TO SNOW!!!! i felt like getting a hole in one! yesssssssss! i shouted!!!! yes!!!! NO.NO.NO this scares me cause lately i´m having dreams coming true exactly in the same way as i dream them, before kinda once it almost happened that i had a dream coming true, but 5 months ago until now there had been like 4 dreams coming true exactly as i dream them.
The tricky(or cool) thing is that i´m not aware in anyway (yet) if the dream i have is gonna be true or not, neither when, neither why...So just when they become true just right in front of my eyes(real eyes)
i have this immense stretching feeling on my stomach....*oh My is happening as i dreamt*
It so surprise me, wanna keep it like this i think!

0.30 kr is what i had on my account when i checked it this morning, so i walked around coincidently meet a friend, talked for a while but i got very cold so with no money to buy me some hot coffee i went home to get more cloths on and them go to work as normal day, so i took a bus i usually never take, when i stepped in just right in front the drivers sit i looked down to the floor..."eh...whats this garbage too well shaped" Yes, No that might be money! Hole in one again! 400 Kr, there just resting nicely there! SO i picked up the money and as fast that i couldnt even think what i was doing, i said..hey Mr. driver, here, someone has lost his money! take it!; He didn't get the idea together, just said AH! then i walked to find a sit! there just a sec after i sited i thought Mixsy, what!What is it with you, Money censored that ur in need and it came alone to help u and you, YOU just played Miss sweet honesty!
hehehe....then i laughed and said to myself, yes and ill be sure i´m having this tittle for life!

You will...

2 paints, 3 apples and the letter "F"...today was not a proper complete day; maybe i could not make a real-complete day, maybe it was an all right day, maybe i was at half of my appreciation and effectiveness; most of the day i felt missing something or everything.
And No i was not just quiet so i can blame my stillness and lack of enthusiasm, i woke up at 7am, had class at 10am, 1:40 a meeting with a coordinator of my school, 3pm i worked in 2 paints, i finished one, 7 pm i went to work, 10pm reading some of my lessons....and now...


My prayer today was:
Let your will be done,
Show us your grace once again so once again we will be blind and burned
recognizing your evident love and power;
You bless us as we could ever deserved those blessing, but the true is
because we don't deserve them but since you know our misery
your Mercy comes to rescue trough your Grace in which we have found real life.
Let your will be done, you will...

Simple lines...just starting

• I have to remember...i don´t need some things, don´t need to get them and if i forget that again... ill write 500 times that i don´t need to get those things.

• Yesterday we (Jan and I) met a gentle and nice lady, this kinda unexpected sweet-taste events, u know 5 min after you met someone u find so much familiarity and warm feeling; 15 min after we three walked around for like 1hr, i gotta say usually(everyday? yes) I meet strangers as normal thing while the day goes by, is not something i try to, but is something comes....and i LOVE IT.
  

• I guess the reason is that i have the combination of that kinda face -Info-Girl- that many ppl interprets as she looks like "she knows"(few times right) so, always i find myself in weird (safe most of the time) situations plus a that i´m medium-high impatient person, easily deciding for many ppl and their best cause even they know what they want they seem to be slow to decide and Mixsy seems to be right :D

• Today I went very early to the tax office, i was there around 8:20am waiting til it opens at 9am, i though i was early but there was already 4 persons waiting, one of them was sited on the floor, trying to hold himself to don't get asleep but he did for some minutes...when he woke up i asked him for how long was he waiting, he answer from 7:40am so it opened a little conversation in which he told his nationality, I'm from Vietnam he said. By 8:58am there was like 50 ppl around us but since anyone stayed in line there was no order or way to know how came first...it really made me mad ..but not to my new friend who showed a lot of kindness... he just said is ok, 50 ppl is not too many! Well well...